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How solo sailors deal with solitude

Maybe 70 this time? But in the past 74, 90, sometimes even more than 110 days alone, racing solo on their boat, without seeing another single human being. Between the adrenalin, excitement and often mental crashes in energy and morale, here some Vendée Globe sailors talk about their thoughts on solitude and isolation even if now ‘always on’ internet connections allow for much easier, regular communication.

LORIENT, FRANCE - SEPTEMBER 13, 2024 : MACSF skipper Isabelle Joschke (GER-FRA) is pictured on September 13, 2024 in Lorient, France - Photo by Ronan Gladu
LORIENT, FRANCE - 13 SEPTEMBRE 2024 : Isabelle Joschke (GER-FRA), skipper de la MACSF, est photographiée le 13 septembre 2024 à Lorient, France - Photo par Ronan Gladu
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Four years ago, in the midst of Covid-19 , we saw the skippers leave the pontoon and go down the Les Sables channel more or less with the seagulls as their only audience. Looking back it was a surreal difference from from the noisy, raucous send off for the solo sailors who set off to conquer the oceans. Back then we had all experienced, collectively and individually, long weeks of confinement, with extremely limited social interactions. So now maybe we have a little more understanding and empathy, how do these sailors, deprived of human contact for nearly three months, or even much longer, stay the distance and keep their mental focus. 

“I’m not really a loner when I’m on land, In fact I hope I’m far from the cliché of the sailor who doesn’t really like people,” jokes Benjamin Dutreux, who will be setting off on his second Vendée Globe aboard his GUYOT ENVIRONNEMENT - WATER FAMILY. However, once he’s put on his boots and his foul weather gear the 34-year-old sailor says he “didn’t suffer at all from loneliness” on his first round the world trip. “There’s a kind of shift happening inside me, I’m just a sailor, and suddenly, being alone stimulates me professionally. What I like is that you can only blame yourself.”

LORIENT, FRANCE - APRIL 16, 2024 : DeVenir skipper Violette Dorange (FRA) is pictured on April 16, 2024 in Lorient, France - Photo by Josselin Didou / Qaptur
LORIENT, FRANCE - APRIL 16, 2024 : DeVenir skipper Violette Dorange (FRA) is pictured on April 16, 2024 in Lorient, France - Photo by Josselin Didou / Qaptur
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“I want to see what it feels like”

This shift between two personalities is also what Violette Dorange, the youngest of the 2024 edition, describes. Despite only being 23 years old, the race rookie says she “loves being alone at sea. I’m a bit introverted, but I feel like it frees me up, it makes me creative, I always have lots of ideas on the water!” On the other hand it will be her first experience of such a long time solo, and she admits that she “fears boredom much more”, which she “can’t stand”. “Loneliness is okay, but there always has to be action. So I listen to a lot of podcasts, books, music, videos and audios from my loved ones, otherwise it becomes complicated for my mind, and the lack of people around me can become difficult”.

And of course now on land in our ultra-connected society, opportunities to spend so much time alone are almost non-existent. And what if this was, ultimately, a true luxury of these 21st century sailors? “I’m so looking forward to this solitude, that’s largely why I dream of the Vendée Globe,” says rookie Benjamin Ferré. “I want to see what it’s like, if it’s really like psychoanalysis. Three months may seem like a long time, but in fact it’s a definitive choice and quite ephemeral in terms of our whole lifetime!”

“Kids are terrible!”

That element of choice is something that Clarisse Crémer also agrees on. “It’s a chosen solitude, for a fixed period, it has nothing to do with that social solitude that was imposed, which ultimately affects many more people in our society, and which is more intense,” says Crémer who will be starting her second Vendée Globe. Four years ago she recalls she suffered a bit from loneliness per se, but rather “from the consequences of loneliness”. “Being alone creates a lot of stress for me, it feeds any lack of self-confidence, sometimes I feel like I’m not capable, and even if I work hard on it, it’s hard to overcome”, explains the skipper of L'OCCITANE en Provence, who nevertheless acknowledges that this time that being away from her daughter, especially during the winter holiday season, is going to be much harder to live with.

“Seeing the kids is bad!” jokes Romain Attanasio in unison, who does recall “the real boost to morale when you receive the video of your kid opening his Christmas presents”. In his first Vendée Globe, in 2016, the sailor from Haute-Savoie took 110 days to complete the loop. “Then, I really suffered a lot from loneliness, I wouldn’t want to do it again,” explains the man who nevertheless says “liking being alone, it’s something I need in life, which allows me to think.” Why this difficulty? “What we have trouble realizing is that in everyday life, when we have a doubt, we go see a friend, and just talking to them about it helps us see things more clearly. The fact of harbouring doubts all the time and not having someone to discuss it with, that’s what’s really complicated to understand.”

Technological progress

The Vendée Globe adventure is a bit little less solitary than in the past. If routing and meteorological assistance are obviously still strictly prohibited, technological advances – always on internet - makes it easier to communicate with earth, teams, loved ones, but also the tens of thousands of anonymous people who follow and encourage the skippers via social networks.

 

Four years ago, tha experience disconcerted Isabelle Joschke a bit “For me, the Vendée Globe was a solo adventure, alone with the elements. With WhatsApp on board, I had fallen into the immediacy of the exchange, even with the other sailors in the race, and I had my brain between two philosophies In times of damage, of great stress, the moments when I felt alone in my misery, I was very happy to have this comfort blanket that felt good and allowed me to receive messages of support… And at the same time I also always wanted to break the cord, to fully experience this solitude that I had fantasized about”.


I really suffered a lot from loneliness, I wouldn’t want to do it again, but really I do like being alone, it’s something I need in life, which allows me to think.”

Romain Attanasio

FORTINET - BEST WESTERN

LORIENT, FRANCE - SEPTEMBER 12, 2024 : Fortinet - Best Western skipper Romain Attanasio (FRA) is pictured training on September 12, 2024 in Lorient, France - Photo by Richard Mardens
LORIENT, FRANCE - SEPTEMBER 12, 2024 : Fortinet - Best Western skipper Romain Attanasio (FRA) is pictured training on September 12, 2024 in Lorient, France - Photo by Richard Mardens
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For her second round the world trip, the experienced Franco-German sailor hopes to be “more defined” on the subject. And with her characteristic frankness, she sums up: “I’m not going to forbid myself from calling whoever I want, but really she did not want to fit an even more efficient communication system. If you want to install a giant screen and watch stuff live, I don’t see why you’re going on a Vendée Globe.”


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